colonelloldier:

“I’m not - really asking - I was just stating a fact, kora!“ Colonello was almost flailing, his face heating up for all reasons and making the red visible even with the tan. It just came to his mind, and he usually just said anything from off the top of his head. Then again, maybe he did want the sex? Since he had made future plans in the back of his mind and it did involve things which in turn brings up —

Goddammit Lal.

If that was a joke, Lal Mirch must have a horrible sense of humor.

And he did not know whether to be disappointed or flustered right now that she actually wanted to see…his…

What is he supposed to feel?!

He feels numb. Light-headed. Too much excitement. He wants to fall on his knees now,

"…It’s fine, kora. I — I was joking too.” Yeah. Kind of. He was not sure himself anymore. This was highly embarrassing on his end as well, and he could not tell why. This sort of thing rarely flustered him. Maybe because it was her.

"…Maybe some day, y’know… when both of us are ready.”

He is going to just cover the lower half of his face and look somewhere else, pretending that he did not just say that.

<sub>⊰ —————  { ♚ }
 —— ;;   He was just.. stating a fact?
Somehow that made her feel relieved about
the situation as she had actually thought
he was serious. But he wasn’t really asking
just stating a fact made it less.. awkward?
She wasn’t sure but the more she thought
about it.. she felt like she would be okay –
if not curious how sex with him would be
like.

Nope, she wasn’t going to go there.
No matter how attractive he was, she
was just going to shove it in the back
of her brain and not think about it again.
Though she had only gotten a couple steps
away before she herself stopped at his next
words. He.. thought of it as a joke as well? 
So did that she was in the clear about it?
That he believed her when she said it was a
joke, a bad one she knew but a joke? Good.

Turning around to look at him now she realized
that he was just as flustered as she was if not a
bit more about the situation. Which – kind of
amused her. She hardly seen this guy flush so
it was a treat in a sense to see him blush this
bad. All because of her. It seemed that with
each word that the blond said only increased
her flush on her cheeks that was no longer
any shade of pink but full on red, up to her
ears enough that she was sure her legs would
give out from so much embarrassment.

Maybe some day.. w - when they were
both ready?.. W - What ? !

That sounded like.. he wanted to. Sure it
was someday,but he still wanted to. And 
well she wasn’t sure what to think on that.
How was she supposed feel about his words?
Should she agree? should she not? She had
no idea but upon seeing the other cover his
face meant he also realized how embarrassing
it was – like she did. Maybe.. someday huh..

     ”… You.. want to have sex with me“.

It was more of a statement then a question.
Well, there went her legs. She could feel them
buckle underneath her and her knees hit the
ground below. Cherry red by this point she
stared at him for a moment or two then questioned.

”… W – Why?  I mean I’m not— I’m not anything
like what your type is. S - so I’m confused. Besides
it’s not like you like me….. right? “.

…right?</sub>