"// Oh gosh that doesn't sound good at all. I kind of know where you are getting at with the feeling alone part, being somewhere you don't really know and knowing like no one. I felt that way with my college experience -- complete with the money issue as well. But if you ever need someone to vent to, or just talk do let me know. I'm willing to be there for you, even if it's a little bit ; w; I may be bad at helping, but i can give all the love and cuddles you need. If you want them. "
// fdhgfjhd you’re the best -cuddles-
Yeah, it’s just… difficult. I usually have no problems talking to other people, but I feel like the new kid on the block, and I know there are other graduate students who feel that way, but— it’s a bit different because a lot of them have spouses who moved with them. And the money issue is just really foreign to me, tbh. I have to deal with bad credit and a medical bill that’ll take me about 5 years to pay off. So it’s just really overwhelming and I’m trying to deal with it but some days it’s harder to.
But thank you for being there D: I know it’s super mundance and stuff but it’s nice to vent about it to people who genuinely care.
// fdsvdaww thanks ; w; -cuddles you-
butyouaremorethenme.
It really is. For me, I sometimes have problems talking with people ( because I feel a bit more insecure ) but I do so when I need to. I felt like the new kid on the block for a bit, despite being new to the course like a lot of my other classmates. Then again despite trying to make a few friends i — really never felt like I was their friend. Sure they talked to me, but they had their own groups that they were besties with. Let’s just say, if I didn’t have my roommate, I probably might of done something I shouldn’t — like give up school, xD
Oh ew bad credit. -pets- I’ll tell you this, the money issue will get better. I know it might not at this point but it will. I — I myself struggle with it despite not having the bad credit part. I have student loans that need to be paid instead of a medical bill. But despite how overwhelming it is, having people around — even on the internet —- do help.
No problem! I am super glad that I can at least help you out, even if you just need to vent <3
I say financial troubles as personally i am going through some myself, due to my mother deciding she wants to move in with her parents ( who have no room for me )— and a roommate that is okay with leaving me to go back to her parents — which basically puts me at being alone in a place i cannot afford by myself with maybe a shift a month. Maybe.
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